I was bored

I am lucky to have my Big boy though I’m doubtful about it now and then. I feel that everyone is trying to get him from me. Possessive as it may seem but I am kind of scared to lose anything that I think belongs to me. I am aware that I do not own him, but I know that he’s into me and I have no idea if that’s enough. He is everyone’s bestfriend and I like that a lot of people loves him. But I am just too scared that anyone can have him that he would share more intimate relationships with other people, most especially with his girl friends. I do not restrict him from talking and communicating with them, cos I cannot do that of course. I am just intimidated with them being too close to him, like some day he would feel they trust him more than I do, that he would just appreciate them more than he appreciates me for trusting him.

Whenever I feel insecure, I tend to pull myself away, escape from nightmare that has been chasing me… nightmare which, sadly, belongs in the reality. I tend to pass all my woe to the people involved. I tend to hurt people emotionally. And when this happens, it would require long-time rehab. There are the days of silent treatment, nights of emotional distance.

I tend to take YOU for granted, I know you feel it. I know I’m being selfish for not telling you whatever is wrong… especially when I know that it’s me. Sorry.

Life has already taken a lot from me, I was helpless. I can’t bear to lose anything that is important to me.

Let’s figure out how this will work.

Why do I always feel that it’s always not enough.

I got Jack Johnson to back me up

Better Together

There is no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing, but I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it’s so hard?
It’s not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I’ll tell you one thing, it’s always better when we’re together
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Mmm, it’s always better when we’re together
Yeah, we’ll look at the stars when we’re together
Well, it’s always better when we’re together
Yeah, it’s always better when we’re together
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And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they’ll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
For tomorrow night you see
That they’ll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I’d be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We’ll sit beneath the mango tree now
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I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We’re better together.

So..

Thank you so much for every single thing. I couldn’t be happier right now and it’s all because of you my dearest. I love you so so so much!! Happy 3rd Anniversary and hope to celebrate with you when i come back.

If only I could extend my arms long enough to hug you I would! I miss everything about you and us. Be happy cos you deserve it!

You’re cute, you’re sweet, you’re soft, you’re smart
You fill the gaps inside my heart 
You’re nice to hold and hard to leave
You’re everything that’s good to me

I love your hair, your pretty eyes
The way you leave me mesmerised
I guess there’s just one thing that’s true
Above the rest - that I love you

through thick and thick, right?

Happy 35th Month Bigboy!

The Art of Succinct Compliments-Summertime’s End

i came home from CamSur with these awesome Bicol Shirts:) I still cant get over with Bicol trip with friends.

nicest work i have done with my team (francis cinco, andoy lagman) and it’s outside school project. Thank you for my first client, Macon Ricafort and friends. 

hehe hello from us

Dear Forever Partner in Everything,

Today is our day. Never will I say never to the love we have now. You are not perfect but for me, you are simply the best man in everything. I love how we bring the best of each other in different ways.

We make a good team. I love you partner!